I could eat anything i wanted as much as i wanted with out any pain at all.
My life with Bulimia:
I have to watch what i eat, how much i eat, and most of the time if i even just eat i feel pain.
But please don’t feel sorry for me, its my punishment for doing this to my body but i just want to inform people of how much it affects your life.
It will ALWAYS be on your mind. You dread birthdays or special occasions because there will more food. Even yummier food then normal and people will expect you to eat more. Then you can’t go purge it up because there’s a lot more people. Plus at school. You skip a meal. You skip two, then three, then more and you then get questions from your friends “Hey, why haven’t you eating anything lately?” Then your forced to eat to look normal then you have to go purge it in the bathroom and then you have to be extra special careful to not get caught.
Now before you start. Think of you sticking your head near the school toilets and forcing yourself to puke. In the SCHOOL TOILETS. Also imagine the humiliation you would feel if you got caught. By a teacher or a student. Please just think of these things before you start.